Hey peeps,
as what I've promised in the previous post, I'm really working hard to figure out what to write for the next post :P. There are tons of things flooded up in my mind, but I think I have to pick up something really fresh to taste.
For those who haven't known (I guess mostly haven't :P ), in few weeks ago, I participated in Binus E.Com Story Writing. The whole competition itself concerns on Anti-Bullying. Everything went on so well. Binus E.Com is massive and yet one of most prestigious English Competition in Indonesia which involves many college and high school students from allover Indonesia. It's a great honor for me to take part in this competition and yet to bring home a trophy for a night (before bestowing it on school), a certificate as 2nd place winner and also a longing for the prize (which is sent to school before they give it to me and of course after they take a small profit on it). :)
Well, the competition itself isn't something I really want to talk about. It's not also about me. Everything about what I've seized in this competition is completely beyond my expectation and somehow it seems really surreal. I can't even dare myself to reread my creation which has led me into victory.
Let's have a glance again on the main theme of the competition: Anti-Bullying. I'd like to pull up again the topic in in my perspective wrapped in a different way (of course not story writing this time!).
I think it's gonna take a long time to spill out everything and frankly I'm pretty exhausted this time :P But you really might to have my words that I will try to pour out my thoughts on it later.
And for this time, I think I'll give you some tracks which inspire me. Music is the best company while you're trying to make a creation. It builds up your mood and somehow the artist inside you is awakened :)
P.S These tracks I recommend mostly tell about abused feeling and the rise of self-esteem.
Enjoy :D
1. Miss Invisible-Marie Digby
A simple yet clear description of a discarded teenager in society crafted in a heart-warming harmony.

2. Numb- Linkin Park
My favorite song from Linkin Park! As you could find in both lyrics and video clip, the song defines the concealed anger of a child who becomes neglected and misunderstood by her/his society.

3. Welcome to My Life- Simple Life
It's a very popular song which actually contains the story of an underdog. The lyrics just tell everything

4. Lose Yourself- Eminem
The true experience of Eminem to be kicked by the rough circumstances of his youth and he tried to get it trough.

5. Mean-Taylor Swift
A precise description of being bullied and yet a nice way to get relieved.

6. Darlin- Avril Lavigne
Maybe there's no details about bullying in this song, but it mostly talks about someone who's feeling guilty for his/her lacks till s/he becomes neglected. For Avril? It's nobody's fault.

7. Beautiful-Eminem
This song gives such precise perspective of Eminem when it comes to bullying, not only towards himself but also the whole worlds. A very clear message for the world

8. Fuckin' Perfect- Pink
The video clip touches my emotion when I watched it for the first time. A bit reminds me of Numb by Linkin Park which is also pulling up the bold picture of being misunderstood. But this song comes with a clear conclusion in the end which is totally amazing!

9. Keep Holding On- Avril Lavigne
A favorite track of mine when troubles approach me. A personal matter and it's so related...

10. Firework- Katy Perry
A song to boost your self-esteem!

Hey Folks, especially those who followed my previous posts... two years ago!
I know that I've been indulging myself in such long hiatus on blogging. Well, the 'emptiness' you found on my blog for last two years doesn't define what actually occurs in my real life. I've tasted so many bitter-sweet experiences lately which are really important my life.I'm growing up through trickier circumstances yet unstoppable imagination. It's my idleness, on which we should blame when we talk about my inactivity on blogging :P
I know that I'm still so unstable, including on blogging activity, but somehow I have decision to get back on this track. If I could defeat this 'trivial-yet-tricky' obstacles, I want to be keen on it. Maybe this blog is still gonna be flooded by cheesy and uninteresting stuffs of mine, but at least I will try to share peeps something and learn to speak up through online. However, I really hope it's gonna work this time!~

To begin my return here, I'm sharing a quote which define how I tend to live my days recently
Je prends la vie comme elle vient. C'est la vie comme un jeu!

yes, it's a french sentences. For the first sentence, here's the citation: Clémence Saint-Preux - La Vie Comme Elle Vient.

Clémence is a french singer, who's been my idol recently (I'll share more about her later!). I know it's like a Hispanic and beach-dance song but her voice really suits the atmosphere of the song and the meaning suits my life. Je prends la vie comme elle vient means I take my life as it comes as it goes. For c'est la vie comme un jeu is 'that's life as a game'.
So try to enjoy your life the way it is. Keep fighting in laughter, grab some fun, enjoy the progress, each moment you have! Live life the way it is and have no worries (this one as the song says).
I can tell it's a fun life since I take things like this. Less expectation, less worry. And when good things come through its unpredictable way, it's like a satisfying surprise. This kind of life makes me more thankful for every small pleasures in life... and somehow it gets me indulged.
Maybe the bad thing is that I become unable to keep myself on the track, no ambition to build precise dedication .I know some say that ambition's a must in life. I don't say it's terrible, but somehow I don't wanna be overwhelmed by such thing.

Well, actually I think there's no wisdom can tell you how to live but yourself. I mean each of us have different life so also different way to live it. It's consideration that bounds us! Treasure values that really suit your own life. So find out yours! I even still try to observe more because this voyage has never been over until the last day of life.

Live life and God bless you!

-vena viveka-